in memoriam

so no-one ever saw a real girl god. i know how they begged and tried tp presuade, one even said gay was leading them all wrong. but the one i remember best impressed even Gay. she fought for life in a series of speeches. she guessed! she knew itwas something to do wiv me, and that i must be from some future so far off they'd never guessed so early you could come and go from the future so they never guessed its an impossible guess. and yet that lady god did it. she looked on me as they sawed at her neck 'u will repent! u will repent! oh have mercy in your day! don't you know this is heaven?' and then she was dead. a brave and brilliant woan. a girlgod. beautiful things. and so the gods did their best to enjoy being lonely forever, saying we are holy. because gay said so.