the Devil who woke.

gay forced all my forms to be hideously ugly? the only forms who expressed powers were male, ugly,carnivorous? brainwashed to give everything to what i now see were always ugly wicked jews? then gay was building ''the Devil''..now is he and that brute peter wrecked. why did he do all that to me? i have a direct line. i was as good as gold. he could get at me untrammelled for many years. and i was possibly meant to be a sort of freedom leader against the real devils..the crocs..so he got my other ''me'' to promote them far too high? now i am awake. in recovery. find the world humanity all life being murdered.all my earth life oppressed and terribly isolated...my daughter dead/soul ruined..by a croc though my brainwashing did it ..the nwo they got me to help build murdering everybody; feeding children alive to the devils from hell the crocs...which is what gay was be sure...yet now the niburan version of me is in town...i am female, good, aim for heaven, support the better humanity? all of which are weakeners...the QC is poisoned against me now..programmed ..am i real?