my first proper broadcast

went all wrong. i can't see if it going out or not. apparently it did, but no sound! trust this thing to marmelize itself. oh didn't explain. was listening to the news about hati. could see the teams operating no plan, haphazar, people starting to fight, cos they been simply left for days...no dropped leaflets telling them where to go or what to do; no food no water even a lot of reports of rescuers leaving people to die after hours getting them out! what set me off was a message just put out on twitter; 210 medics + supplies stuck insalvador; couldn't charter a plane! just asking anyone to assist. so found ustream an got on air trying to get the arseholes in charge to do their bloody jobs. they all trained for this. so wot in hell do they think they're doing? no airdrops 'in case the people loot' silly bloody sods. that was guaranteed to end in panic, violence. so i got on the ir an said so. but no idea if it went out or not. but next day they started airdrops, bill clinton posing for cameras every half hour....presumably some clever sort worked it out for themselves.

anyhow had another go tonight. on the fact that we the english are being steadily enslaved and dispossessed and the targets for all these scumbag officials to hinder and annoy. i want us fighting, or we lose. just vanish. so am saying so. but like i said Judas here buggared it up. come to think of it i don't think its british made.

anyhow i can do broadcasting, only a bit nervous. that cos this thing sits here an i know perfectly well how dodgy it is. hence the nerves. but once i know how i won't even be vaguely apprehensive. don't sem to have 'stage-fright.'

anyway kerrys' had two lots of bad news. promised to keep it shtum. she's just like me. went home an wrote a poem. i'm on facebook at last. its a lot more human than twitter where they don't talk to each other. just advertising or being nasty to 'celebs'....from what i seen i never want to be a 'celeb'. any creeps tried that with me would get such a slap!

btw, my 'slaps' are truthful comments, can be quite aggressive. but no, i don't hit people. but i hate liars. as these americans [whether followers or wot] all seem to be. just always selling or bragging. so we going to try to turn twittering into something human. like talking? mind you i say that. but if i have to go to war; well in war you do hurt. you have to get physical. or lose. be cowards, liars. and end up slaves...

hoping to broadcast fairly often. and my better films once done too. now its 1100pm an i got just dogends. so i will sleep now. get up aaround 0300am an work on 'gem'

goodnight. soon as i get my head together will go on teaching.