a thought on love

now i'm thinking. the church says that the state of being in love is not enough. because it blinds you in some ways, to the persons' weaknesses? and yes it is a lot to do with your age and your hormones? i suppose there is some sense in this. but then i know that i can still fall in love, and at my age how shall it be the hormones? maybe its only me; but love helps you to love even the weakness in the other, to make every forgiveness possible. yet the first frenzy shall giveway to a more steady reasoned friendship. but who could know that, unless they went through all of it? anyway the church from the beginning goes on and on about agape, a will to act as if you love, as the one true love. it is not so. if you have to will yourself like that then obviously you do not love at all. so for centuries men have begged for passion, yet cannot have it without love. and equally, the women they have begged for love; knowing passion is not possible without it. and the church clarts up the world with this loveless love of theirs.

but i am always loving someone you know. and never get the passion even so. for men they are fakers, all. a woman an them, just letting it rock n roll? they can't stand it. the price is love, they cry, and its too high. so they boast of their 12000 conquests, an all jealous they become. idiotic. because as we see not one of the 12000 went back for a second go! that is a limp member, they all pretending. or others who also must be bragging blindly; 10 women a day? thats 10 people used like handy andies mate. how they must secretly hate! whyever do the men believe it is the number of comes in a day is the index of passion? a dog in heats can beat them all for that anyway. and women too. my personal level is 11. yes in one day. find me the man who can make that an admirable thing? for themselves, they say yes. now look at the shock they just got. us women know we all like that from day 1. most men manage but the one. in any case there is a world of difference between mere sex and passion. and love which levels us in one way can also launch us into that; skywards. see?
now you see why you live as i say you can. if you be not a lover, then you be not a man. and the same is true for the other; we women who can do the impossible and love in truth a man. so love one another; and sex shall become neither a bore nor a jading act of shame; but true passion, which is the other evolution. or what hamadryad babbon could read the kama sutra; or write in love even 1 good poem? yes learn what all your songs are all about. we become man together; or our life is wasted. so i am glad now that i am the true lover.