getting up speed

so gay is apparently giving in. yesterday i thought well i'd better start trying to teach the idiot religionists [particularly the poxy islamics] about their evil which they are blind to? opened a twitter a/c wrote to obama.

seeing more of futures for the zillions of spiritland gerries. know how gay planned to end the world. now getting messages [they still don't know even about each others existence; never mind me] that gay is leaving them, they don't understand... also have maintained a vigilanr watch for any numbers coming in which is another way he intended to unseat the worlds grasp on life, reality.

but then tonight realised. we been round this at least 6 times. that is we all live these hopelessy miserable lives from alpha to here. the last life, indeed the one life, of gerry? he gets me in the attic. all the other times the world ends. i was burnt by islamics [thats that stupid christ nailed to a pole...she i refused. ] other times i'm not sure except it was violent. always giving up my life for others. end of world; and then remember that thing the future meeting us? no it was us coming back the other way...well whatever it was...i see now before he always ends it here. the choice being to depart into the hellish futures i forsee and have described? or go back to the beginning and try again? isn't it awful.

so. no i bloody well will not try teaching the damn religionists anything. time they grew up and looked at themselves and saw the bleeding obvious; they ALL liars, frauds, perverts, slavers, murderers, vainly tring to but their way into heaven by obedience to ways that are selfevidently evil. cruel. and so its all hell by their own efforts. you can find another to die for you. in fact if you were worth any such thing you'd never demand any such thing. i've suffered enough. you instead learn to judge yourselves. leave your nasty religions. accept my two joined up laws. practise my three magic touchstones. if you ever do you will see at once the first person you help isn't you but me!
so i will not try to intervene in politics. this blog is my sole teaching. because me getting up and starting thinking going on is part of how the world ends? so i must not. and this means i will die quite ordinarily. all his lies and deep programs are coming to light. so cancelled the account. this blog teaches the gerries, the gods, those who really want to learn. the rest do i care anyway? who can only sit and gloat and snatch like monkeys, saying oh its a free lunch, oh i must be on the winning team, oh cruelty is not only fun, it makes me god-like. nope.

its beginning to look as if they, the true darks, are the ones who backed the wrong horse. but i will investigate this idea, that some of the seeming evil are truly good. i will inspect the king. he thinks he is one. alright let him show me. so yes i was supposed to be your messiah. but that was how he got it all. how every other time he has destroyed me. and the world with me. not this time. i will finish the history now. there's not that much more to go; and i only know the things i experienced. still you need to know.

there was a spiritlands before he expanded me and using all these little gerries turned it into hell. even another history which now we'll never know whay it was like. yesterday i stopped trying to get all those kids to somehow come back into me. its gone on too long they can't. besides theuy all have earned rest, heaven. victory. so instead i been telling the gods to explain get them understanding who they are. they are my army. little soldiers everyone of them as good as gold. brave like no stupid man ever had to be in all history. and now one by one they are waking. learning. growing up. but i must die with some sort of master spirit coming out? just what did elohim do? what about greyflash? i don't know. but if nothing does if i am dead even as i write...the kids are all you got. and they will have to somehow grow their own 'executive function' ...we call it adult ego. be god. or back that thing will come, and we already seen you creatures are hopelessly inadequate to even see through his purveying of hell in place of heaven. you will come to all those miseries. who can save you? if not them?
at any rate from now on i have no designs on a public life. if you manage to destroy the world you will be doing it all by yourselves.