on islam.

why do i loathe islam? i remember years ago being an islamic; i think morocco a century ago...i had real contact with allah though i never saw or heard anything. i spent my life going about collecting baraka [spiritual virtue/magic power] but these were mostly emotional lifts. I could only read the koran; seems to be otherwise illiterate. i was male; and therefore next door to a kind of imbecile? i didn't notice the pointless nastiness to women. the inhuman regard of children as 'property'...i don't think i knew much of anything; a state islam depends on. so i never met a christian or even heard the christian version. very vain and self-centred.
i have descibed allahs version of heaven. you know where he put the nasty stupid mohammed. presumably because he knew i'd be along presently.

in this life i was quite the other way of seeing. you understand i wasn't conscious of what gay was; or remembered anything at all of 'previous lives'?? incidentally earth lives are now the best, the least fraught. the most lives you have, the worst and longest are out there; in spiritlands? you are not properly awake until you remember those.

anyhow my first experience of islam here was at that terrible school. packed to the rafters with very mature foreign students all obviously illegally settling here. and an awful lot were islamics.

they [i had 1 islamic boyfriend, but these people are like pack animals] variously; set me up for expulsion for money. went on and on mercilessly about the crimes of the british which entitled them to use me for sex. that got me the boyfriend. they don't give up, however. someones uncle visited; so i went along to the family meeting unsuspecting. and they locked me in with him....he thought his luck was in. it wasn't. my boyfriend was prone to demanding relations whenever it was most indiscreet; but i got the resulting nastiness not him. he also one day suddenly hit my ear; just because he felt like it. i have been a little deaf in that ear ever since. they lie. they are always stealing. they used to visit a persian shithead all the time. one time i went along. he used his wife and another girl to film porn of the most vile kind. i refused. he then demanded they bring me to his flat.

thats when i saw sebbie. sebbie was their beautiful little boy; maybe 5 years old? i was too shocked to understand it. the father [emil] would subject the boy to slow violence for hours. the mother, a hard mongol type persian sat and watched. and they'd been allowing these pigs from school to also basically torture this child. it was to make him understand he was nothing. i left, my mind of course rejecting it straight away. weeks later he asked me to babysit. i'd forgotten so agreed. all night i was in pain for this child. he slept naked on a mattress. even in winter the window open, no heating. he was a brave kid. the briuses on his arm and leg looked like black pits. we sat huddled on the floor. he asked me to save him. i told him there wasn't a way. and there wasn't. who has ever believed me? or answered my call for help? he asked me to let him die. i said i thought he would, and that it wouldn't hurt. it was me who cried. for my cowardice.

months later they told me [emil] he was dead. i asked what did he die of? his father laughed; he got flu....i said, why? why him? emil said; he's evil. one day you'll understand. so i knew and still do and now so do you who is evil. the cruel. the good suffer. but in spirit really we are all just people? so i knew there was something wrong with islam; they have no idea they are the evil?

and in 1976 i went to morocco on holiday. these are the things i saw; before islam began to make moves to pretend they are 'civilised'....this is what they do.

i saw a boy aged maybe 7 selling his baby sister to old men. she was about 2. he just walked round with her over his shoulder with her naked bottom on display. i could feel her agony of despair. i glared, the guide aziz tells me they have every right. we're poor. he had no idea i come from poor peole too. who would die before they sold a baby to bad old men. this was in daylight in the ordinary street. i saw every animal in the place was nigh starved, the sores on them are not sores but ulcers caused by many beatings? i met a slave. a real slave. a negro. by our various bits of french and spanish we found out he couldn't run away because hs wife and children might die, that he lived in the shop and slept on the floor and yes he loves islam and no they never pay him money. but they give his family food. thats why i se those nation of islam idiots and smile. they're all negroes. in africa wherever arabs are the local negoes are all slaves. these people holler about white colonialists enslaving them. but we didn't. and have trollied money and aid to them for years. but precious islam knows no borders. so they have islam and are still slaves in their own africa, which is not the country of arabs either.

grown women in morocco creep by the walls lest any man pick on them. boys piss in the water the women use to clean clothes; and the women try to ignore it. because even a stupid little boy has more power than they do? the bigger boys are all in beggar gangs. fighting, bullying. when they beg its not begging... they use razors on your clothes if you resist their ways. look at their eyes. these are sharks.

i went for an orange juice at the big resturant just outside the town. the big man served me but seemed to get angry at waiting on a girl. i left but watched from outside? his aged relations of both sexes were sitting in the sunshine and he beat them. they cried like little old children, obviously asking him what they'd done. so islam doesn't respect aged parents ither. all islam respects is physical power. and money.

and all over islam are jewish ghettoes. i saw one in morocco. its not obvious; but it is very bad.

i heard a terrible scream. really bad. i went and saw a man ordering a 3 year old girl out of his house. some women stood by obviously suffering yet not protesting. i asked what was happening. she's too expensive to keep so he's throwing her out. yes on the street. to beg? in morocco? you must be joking. they tell you they protect 'their'women? no its an exercise in power. always. they are in a word creatures from hell. and all because of islam. if a girl is raped by her own brother in front of her father [who probably already did his bit] SHE is guilty.to be stoned, cast out, etc. its no joke. this is not in the wilds. this is in the cities...everywhere islam keeps women slaves, encourages the worst in the men. oh and they tell you they preserved latin and greek writings. they did. but wouldn't read them, and so learned nothing. and before some fool tells me they are allowed this behaviour because they invented zero and saved us all; no they didn't. it was the hindus who invented zero. we just call it by its arabic name. and nothing nothing excuses islam from its tyranny of violence, injustice, ugliness and perversion. so yes you see why i loathe islam?

you got 2 brain cells of your own? then so do you.