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hello its 28 followers now. i thought i'd advise about us the blue illuminati; as promised a website, called rather methodically; Blue Illuminati Blog. i shall not restrict myself to teachings on it, but give rein free to whatever. please to drop in or even subscribe; and its perfectly all right to talk or leave comments too. the url is linked above but in case that hasn't worked its www.blueilluminati.wordpress.com
for my poetry which can also sometimes be a teaching; www.allpoetry.com/poem/gerrynan2 that sometimes is also quite good just as poetry, if i say so myself.
the most recent news is that i am writing my scripts in full, have virtually all the equipment for filming and podcasts...my film website is www.catinthehatfilmproduction.webs.com but i rather think my podcast 'the minxes' will be first off the blocks...i shall be interested in any commments. except nasty ones. i shall be terribly interesting right back to those. so my career in films is beginning. i have retired from nursing. so life goes on; really thats a surprise. Gay has received many setbacks, dismissals and a few crumbles...i am friendly with satan and no longer just assume i am the good guy. though obviously compared to gay i am!

so we continue. thank you for following. you may like to know i recently published my poetry via lulu.com...its called 'gerrys old crock of gold poems'...theres another to come out next year. the pagination mucked up in this one is why there will be another; with more poems, a different cover, you may be delighted to hear....anyway its for sale. so also when i get around to it shall be these teachings...but i will put a lot more in; including as much as i can fathom of how to develop and do things...its all in yoga but i got the black take on it as well as the white. will let you know when its done.

just remember; the thing is we must find the great god who likes us. and value his opinion more than our own. if he says we are evil we are; even if we think we're Quite saintly. the whitedressed can be absolutely foul. my only guide was gay, himself ''god'' but utterly cruel...and he was destroying me, but look i have won at least for a time. so my colour is blue, i am illumined, but also a canny old bird myself...i have adopted satan as friend and guide...but guardian have i none. thats because guardians an d fathers are usually horrible so i go alone...you can repent your evil, but you have to see it first. the good never do; that is their sin, that they don't know any history but tell the universe they are the good. remember the inquisition, the azteccs, the islamics today...shudder we, and turn away. yet i only appear evil, i am only in the right religion...i do neither harm nor lie nor even , regrettably, any sex...so who is evil? who is good? only history when all is done can show you. but i'm pretty sure gay was nasty. and i'm usually nice. gerry.