Jesus and Judas.

You know there were two Christs back in Galilee? If I say black Messiah, you all know who they are. But isn't it the same thing? Let me tell you what Gay made me watch, as a child in the Attic. First Jesus, average, dark hair/ beard, not particularly noble or striking then. He was talking to various men. They persuaded of their mission for Israel followed him. Good honest Jews, all of them. Because christianity at first was directed solely at the Jews, because they were being tested. Jesus did not know God; what he had was one I call 'Gormless'....a god out there just originally interfering to set up his farm. He is ugly, wrathful, silly hairdo like too much elvis. Jesus of course was originally the son of Father Seabreeze; but he was chucked out by Yetzoah in the beginning of this lesser Creation. So that white Dove the Baptist saw was really a part of the Dove; he left a lot of them around. So anyway Jesus I suppose began with an innocent heart. But he did not stay that way. Gormless is just another predator; and soon began buying Jesus with powers, 'secret knowledge' and so forth. So Jesus tested by Satan failed. He agreed to worship Satan [you will worship 'god' only, and him only shall you serve? as he kissed Satans feet. Satan is the true Christ; but only for Gays evil.], and was to be given his reward, all the power and glory of empire. In his case, religious. Or don't you know that the real God, I mean the good one, would not love 'religion' but only truth, love, pity? only goodness? the very word 'religion' means to bind...like a slave? Anyway so they walked about and he began his act of utter goodness; no wonder he got so tired. Because all the time he was evil, destroying those who loved him in that frightful 'kingdom of heaven' place. And one day there was Judas. He was to be beaten for theft, i think. He was very young. And looked a bit silly, a man looking for a lover really, and Jesus saw that. So Jesus invites him, and he follows. Anxious to show Jesus he was a thief no more Jesus gave him charge of the money. At first all was well. But one day, some time after they became actual sex partners, money started to go missing. And all thought Judas was stealing. And Jesus always lectured them on forgiveness. But only one person in that group could again and again have taken the money; been completely above suspicion. And that was Jesus. A kind of spiteful war on this weak boy; i understand male lovers go in for this sort of cruelty. And so it went on. Now Jesus at some point decided or realised that there must always be point and counterpoint. So Jesus in his creepy way knew that evil was 'the right answer' as it is under Gay. A real Christ would rebel. But Jesus was the false dawn, the broad way to destruction everyone will follow? so he guessed that poor silly Judas was the other one. The others under his careful favouritism began to hate Judas, who so depended on Jesus he never knew. Jesus sent Judas to the priests; The Satan who got into Judas was himself. So Judas for love did it, set up the arrest etc because Jesus told him it was Gods will. And it was. But which? Anyway so Judas brings the Temple guards and he kisses Jesus, saying goodbye with love and grief. And just before Jesus kissed him, saw the real nature of Jesus in his nail like eyes. And the sight killed him. killed his heart. He saw that Jesus was wicked, cruel, had set him up as wicked to be damned forever. And went off into the dark crying. When it was obvious that Jesus would die the other disciples went looking for Judas, as I expect Jesus knew they would because they all loved him. Judas begged for them to listen, tried to tell them. They with loathing ripped him up, and hung his body on a tree to bleed into the earth like a pig. So you see? two Christs, two crucifixions. that kiss killed Judas, not Jesus. Makes you wonder about the other disciples, doesn't it? Because they must have seen that little love affair; and that it went bad. And none ever admitted it. They hated that boy. And he was the real Messiah. Now never again damn another. Who is the damned? Always the innocent.