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took the double dose 5Z and 2Q at 3pm. woke up about 30 mins ago. very wobbly, but okay. know that now Anat knows....but do not appear to have returned any different. will give it a while and pray into anatta everyday; they must do what none else can do... will know when they answered. will have strange ablities, powers, all new. then all got to do is go for Gay! anyway feel modest triumph. need to be very gentle for a bit. i pushed me to the limits..