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I can always depend on my dear body to crash somehow. gods me ribs all got into a tangle at the same time. and now both my eyes are heavy, kind of gritty at the backs? sight all fuzzy and white; but thats the right one. going to get that second opinion soon. and if me ribs are going again my muscles will all start shouting at once. also quite soon. well i don't see how quets could do it. olanzapine yes; that was rhabdomycolysis. that bloody dr cohen had to have known that. what 9 years of ever increasing muscle spasms [aka agony] and he didn't know? barstard is a bloody murderer; and so is the opthalmologist. its quite common. these bastards decide oh lets kill some bitch today. so they 'don't know/realize etc etc kind of nifty knifing someone they think too stupid to guess. har..well i aint. thats why i attended the birth of the boys bar one; those black 'midwives' are all at it you know. hospitals are becoming places whites shouldn't go. even when i was there telling them to get the doctor they wouldn't, not for hours. in the end i told kerry to hang on and literally bellowed the doctor into the birth room. just in time. kid stuck, her heart at 332bpm and his heart fading. oh we didn't know. thats probably why jay is autistic. its also why if you got any sense you don't go to maternity units anymore. safer at home. employ a real midwife. someone you know you can trust. you know what one bitch did? kerry had crowned. the kid appearing. she'd been in agony for hours. just peth and gas. this cow looked at her watch oh my shift is over someone will take over in a minute..and left. we were speechless. i dived out and got some fat arsehole consultant; and this is where pc kills. he didn't believe it. he could see it. but you must never state the bleeding obvious..its always the black nurses who are rubbish. and vicious too. its why nursing homes for the elderly have become posh deathcamps. if you don't think so tell your parents they're going in to one. and listen to them. they know. say any of this to the pillocks in charge; and i have. a lot. no answer, you are unworthy you are not even heard. so anyway it has to end in violence. like everything in history you can't do it. you can't live with ppl who are brainwashed into hating everyone and everything around them, and they are; with the enthusiastic assistance of so many blind fools. and they all think they're perfect christians/socialists/ goodie two shoes.but to my mind they are traitors. and all these immigrants should go or die. i speak as one who's had to live and work with them all my adult life. they are evil. particularly the vile islamics. and yes i am serious and yes this is the truth. AND NO I WASN'T BORN A RACIST. NO-ONE IS. but i can't live with what is happening before my eyes every fucking day; and the poxy media hounding anyone who says anything; out of jobs, homes...just like the Nazis did. and no i'm not german or a nazi or in the bnp. i may even be descended from some old jewish princess. so shut up. i have every right to speak the truth. and anyway its you who inherit hell. look around o fathead...its coming straight for you.