update

just sorting things out. getting better. going back to bed in a mo. flashed above the 'dark lords' now i see them. gay said here were TWO lots of eagles. so this up top lot are strangers, evil, and its about time someone did something about them. all i did was declare above them in their own dark....karma rules, and karma will destroy those who only destroy; not love. they looked depressed. so since that now in my little voice is above them they will eventually suffer as they make to suffer. one way of teaching imbeciles to behave/feel better is to deliver them to their own fates, just as they deal to others. so i go to endless hells etc...but you again see why. its your good deeds they destoy you for. but i'm a funny dinner. i may look sweet pudding to them. but eaten i shall prove a redhot toxin; remembering to sing in them. not songs holy, i don't know any. what about singing very loudly what they think so in future anyone can beat them?

and ppl you go to the like fates. think on. who do you want for god? which hell do you think you can tolerate? i say none. and i can't trust Anattas...so me i do these things. incidentally it is the evil who oppress the good and they are NOT secretly good. that is a lie, except for my brentie they are horrible. but it does seem that the bright spirits really arecruel, irrational and wildly unjust. gay says there's no difference between them. but there's still me. now that strange god goes. i fight on in my small way. because i despise them. particularly gay.

and he looked elderly even in first place. but we were all young then!! how long has that thing been god? i can see how hideously huge it is. how terrible it gets. but he is the real enemy; and easily killed if you catch him quick. believe it! that thing is a lesser being!!

off to my bed.