sunsets

been quite ill last few days. sleeping a lot; and watching the sunsets. tonight was really beautiful. this is heaven, our good old earth. all the spiritlands are barren, all the spirits mad. they are savages, all intent on increasing their power. so as to stop their own suffering. some to defeat evil. but then they never seem to realise its Gay does all this to them. in the last few days have been given glimpses, or perhaps they're memories. all i can tell the ppl of earth is that all out there are minds. ppl just like you. and all savage, mad, cruel. so humans clean it up...they are patterns [signatures] in electro-magnetic fields...minds just as you are. so blast them apart with directed currents of energy; negative ? i dunno. another way is to focus information at them so fast they can't process it. make it nonsense too. they will go quicker. remember they're all over the earth. these 'realities'...they can't escape and if you don't make it better; niether will you. and above all kill Gay. he IS evil. so now they listen, not so much judging lately.

so this is heaven; or all that is left of what should have been heaven. out there used to be good. now they sleep on the ground like cattle, everywhere nice 'gods' are the victims of devils, there's no food or dwellings or books or music, nothing. except this insane nitpicking about morality. how moral is that? the gods are savages. but its all Gay's doing. they can all be helped, if ppl only took over and acted like an army/hospital for them. all within the Orb have been driven mad. it is all of it Hell. and that is still true even for those fools who learn evil and become devils. yes judging their betters ; and damning them for their goodness!! you see at once you are next!! or don't you know yet that Gay is frightened of anyone getting strong? he mustn't be hurt, you see. and also when you got a whole universe full of screaming clawing being devoured devils...what is it called?? oh yes....its called Hell.