continuation.

so this Dove goes back to his entry point where he had left the other two of himself. but you remember there is another? even general cruel? so this one does a different thing; at least i think its this general cruel, there is a possibility they are one and the same. the reason being that i remember this asif i were father seabreeze; i did not share anothers memory! so its a puzzle. this one takes out of these still sleeping newmades two. 1 is gentle, cheerful, dark curly hair, brown eyes, a loving, kind innocent godling. the other blonde, stately, bluegren eyes, a beautiful stern face, blue robes. now we know who that one was from his beginning, but he himself knew nothing. and this Dove, more powerfully built than the other, a greasy great chest on him, takes these two out and puts them in a false, dreamlike world. but they think its real, and there they live many lives. it was quite fast but to them its was in ordinary time. so they never meeting are forced in their development. now the merry one lives lives that are full of gentleness and friends and much prayer. he is very loving and faithful to this God he knows in prayer and obeys him in all things. their 'deaths' were only sleeps, to be transposed to each new 'life' but they didn't know that. the other had a different experience. his life was all about rules and sin and punishments. in consequence he became very hard and over strict. he also had a knowing of this God, all unseen but also obedient to whatever was asked of him.when both had reached the perfect full development this Dove brings them out. all that false reality fades away and they both did not remember any of it. they stood looking on their God for the first time. he put them in a spacious room full of light; and the light was absorbed into them as both nourishment and knowledge, so they knew this was sinless and how to be nourished and educated; it is done by their development and the light in that room. The Dove says to them, now you see how it should be? and brings them out to stand before him in space. they are still much lower than he. the dark one says 'how can i exist before i exist?' but the Dove only smiles. then he names them. to the dark one he says, 'your name is Jesus'. Jesus looks disappointed. thats a strange name, he says. then the Dove looks on the blond god; your name is Satan he says. and Satan looks pleased ,'thats a nice name'. the Dove smiles, its the same as his own, but no-one will ever know. then they waited, he would choose one to be his 'son' and lord of creation. the other would be rejected, but niether thought what that might mean. The Dove began to choose Satan, for his strength. but remembered he had done a tiny sin. and at that moment the other, Jesus raised his arms in innocent appeal. how innocent when the prize was so great i ask myself? so at the last second the Dove chose him, filled him with his influence and flung him above with many new powers. and Jesus did whatever up there because then he was the equal. Satan glared at the Dove, saying, 'now i am your enemy' and jangled up all his love til it was black and hate. the Dove was insulted and reduced Satan down quite a bit, though Satan afraid asked to confer. then he put Satan in a deep sleep and translated him back to his real beginning, at the entrance point of Father Seabreeze in the real creation. after a bit Jesus came back; dressed in a crimson garment such a rich red it hurts to look at. [now seabreeze has a color coding thing. gods left wear blue; yes i know. gods right wear red. in betweeners a variety of others, saving only the Yetzoahs who all wear brown.]
Jesus comes up to the Dove his face swollen with pride, saying he'd made a form the Father would like. and he asked to live forever, because 'you'll always be there won't you? but the Father only smiled, because thatsa terrible sentence, and he intended to die at perfection. to then seek out whatever existence was in Anat-Anattas; so yes look he knew then about the Anats. then he turns and starts asking Jesus scary questions. Jesus answers him wrongly; i think the answers were supposed to be evil and the answers given were all sensible and good. so Jesus at last is frightened and appeals for understanding. Instantly he is frozen and subjected to infinite pain for 15 minutes. when he is released he is in abject fear, never to be able to love or enjoy anything again. Jesus kneels shaking and gets the same gentle questions, and gives this time mostly right answers, i assume unkind ones. The Dove accepts he has learned how to be god and rewards him by rapes. then the Dove leaves him, the difference in him shown by his robes which arenow gray. and both their memories were gone, niether ever remembered what happened before they existed.

so now we see that the Dove is cruel, and has reversed their natures somehow. Satan so full of rules and sin counting and strictness isn't like that now; but he does have to avoid love, kindness andpity. he being evil, you see? so u can't ask for things from him unless its sin. and jesus, the kind good one? he sins when he heals because as you see his actual nature is cruel or evil. and so niether love the Dove at all. Satan renembers only that God is like a Dove and hates him and all his children, assuming they are the same. but they are not, having done none of this. And Jesus is now the grey predator, everywhere contesting Satans rule.

Now the good spirits love every Jesus, unaware he is dangerous, they feel safe. and they hate Satans atmosphere which the Dove did to him as a punishment. he feels very unsafe. bad spirits the opposite. now hear all my teaching. Jesus was originally good, but taught and programmed and unthinking? and now dangerous, a mere predator? so he is evil, the son of the Dove. but the other Satan is the opposite, he hates not so nice Dove and knows he is cruel. but STILL goes around being evil, which is the same? so really he should be called good. and in fact he is, he was made son and christ by the sea-eagles above. and just like jesus if you talk to him [prayer] he answers and will help. But whats doing all this? well the Doves were built? but once awake they have free will? anyhow everyone is lost and confused because there's evil and there's evil, and all these echoes or memories of 'good'. pity the poor innocent goods, especially children, lost out there in all that knowing nothing!

anyway i must have a break, brb. but now you really must do a right and proper thing. i want you to kneel somewhere private and acknowledge you are lowly and ignorant and just say sorry to Satan for all your hate and curses in the past; and that you now know he's also had a bad time. and try to tell him you will study these my teachings so when you meet he will find that you are a friend after all. don't worry he will help you too; but i just think we all ought to say sorry for being so unjust because we was told so. when we know perfectly well everyone should be given a chance to defend themself.