sorry i forgot

i forgot to say two things 1. seabreezes creation spells out his name. [satan]. it was meant to shine with gentle happiness forever. but in fact the evil see it as black and crawling. the peculiar good see it as flaring horribly with monstrous greenish desperate 'love'.
2. Gay always said that the good were nice to look at and what they say sounds good. but they harbour malice inside. and i just wrote, 'deny malice in your heart'? you can take that two ways, you know. but this is Gays especial charge against the good, that they have secret malice, and are therefore evil. an you know what? i think a lot of the time, when they're losing, it is malice you find. think about it. i'll give examples from time to time.

but i will not be stampeded. think about Gay. he IS malice. so you know if i got to choose watch me running towards the good. because the odd feeling that you're evil, theres a hadow in you seems to be universal; but do the good actually DO anything malicious? no? then its negligble. whereas with Gay and his ilk you can't avoid it. it sticks you in acid at 30 feet, actually. but for now i'm going to accept Gays belief that the good all have something wrong with them. but you also realise that cruel ppl/gods are much much worse.

anyhow its bedtime. goodnight.