good news today

hah...i was going to do all that and then pearl rang can i get to the nelson for a discharge meeting? so said ok, wanted to know wot it meant so duly attended. dr omu says because i get NO help when i call crisis she thinks wots happening is they know i'm on the books so everyone expects someone else to do something. if i'm free and so on if i then get into a bad situation they ALL got to do something. we agreed i don't need psychiatry. i need a man friend who understands these things and can stay wiv me in my gethsemanes, and now my spirit is dead or wotever i don't think i'm going to be disturbed by all Gays efforts to end the world anymore. i know he can't use ME anymore; don't know how many other me's are left though. btw, Gay cut up my spirit like a cheesecake; and also every level in all the creations has one or more of your spirits 'levels' so to speak. anyhow it sounds good to me. i haven't been free of supervision in years. not that that means anything anyhow. i'm down to just one quet a day; two gives me more fears. she didn't say anything about the zippos; i told her they make me very sexually wild. didn't tell her i got a load saved up just in case. anyhow so we all pleased. we laughed about that lad; i think she thinks i'm moving on. but i mentioned that i feel someone is coming into my life; hope its brentie but maybe i can love another....i'm quite young like that. anyhow for the first time they listened to me. i'm going to mend brent spiner...do my doings and die out quietly. i just feel so sad for everyone. i know what they in for. told them both to read this blog to get educated....and i really think they will. took ages to get home. have read most of a 'writers journey ' in consequence. now for dinner and tl2. AND more story!! this is a lucky day...