part 2, seabreeze.

i forgot to mention that father seabreeze did two other things. 1. he made the moral law, consisting of the seven conducts; i imagine these were don't lie, kill, steal, be promiscuous, be aggressive, deny malice in your heart, greed is awful. and he made these or perhaps an idea of good part of his own nature. so he can niether depart or overwhelm the moral law. but this also means he's stuck; he has to rape his own mind to do anything different, even think new thoghts. because when you predestine all lifers and yourself you put into your sons and yourself this common element? so they can't change easily either, being made for him too. so now you see why almost as soon as children can talk they start asking what are the rules. all made by the 'good' Doves are the ame, they have moral ideas builtin to them, society only prunes these impulses into whatever behaviours it desires. not so with the old devils, made by the eagles. they were predators, period. but as i have shown, the Dove, perhaps only our one, did make adversaries who were filled with ideas he rejected, given sometimes lesser good looks, and usually personalities that were impulsive? so their will was liable to get confused? and the ones in blue with blond hair were Satan, and his lesser forms. he was to be the main Adversary of the Son? and up top sides the other; Yetzoah.....with his lessers all over the place, they have black curly hair, older mans face and build, wear brown robes. strongwilled but seabreeze left him no soul, full of rejected ideas, and unkindly very mentally ill. and seabreeze left everywhere little voices to remind him what to say, an tiny 'fiats' millions of them; just in case anyone needed them. now of these more anon.

now the creation of seabreeze is gigantic, but not infinite. it consists of 1,000,001 big white mountains ans surrounding lands. these form the spine. below them many universes implicit and present. and above them the dark eternities, where i have spent years walking around in the dark looking for the right galaxy because the eejit never put any signs or maps up. so if anyone tells you there never was a god tell them they're quite wrong, i did exist. i was up there swearing. anyhow its vast. he built himself a giant house with a long white fence for thousands of years around it. and so on. in his heavens were forests, dwellings, games [golf! nio kidding!] etc etc. he was going to give us wonderful firework displays. go into these manshaped beautiful godforms and wake us in caves with his beautiful voice, guiding everyone to him. the lesser gods set to come up out of greater lifers, thousands of realities, worlds, all beautiful. no harm or bad things in any of it. the Adversaries overcome on day 1 and sent away. at the end judgment day but only for those gods who did wrong, and united with all others cme back into him in joy and love would have reached the pinnacle of power and perfection. those rejected just left to wander about left out forever, sounds harmless doesn't it? but non of it was.
1. he made grown-ups who were to be permanent children.
2. he never looked or imagined what would happen if evil got out of control.
3. he made the Adversaries and deliberate;ly filled them with stuff he knew he would always call wrong. and then punish them over and over for it; and at the end leave them out. knowing thaat he had made himself indispensible t all he made. to be permanently without god wwould eave them unimaginable suffering forever because he meant to leave them unable to die. so this is infinite cruelty, isn't it? suffer forever? for something they do or believe that he made them to dor believe? instantly you see this is awful, it is wrong. and father seabreeze gloated that no-one would ever know this evil. but he did know evil, didn't he? after all they were his ideas before he put them into the Adversaries. he also made insects etc, so we could see what hell might be like. and so on.

and as i have remarked before he refrained from making great female gods mostly. there are many on the low register; his march or realm. there are fewer on the middle register; the heavens of the Son. and none at all on the top register; the walk of the holy spirit. and isn't this predjudice? but he did make 12 Gt Amors, tall stately females who he would have treated as his Queens, loved [yes], and they were splendid in all proper Queenly ways. so if you don't mind all the hymns etc i suppose they're goodooking.

now the next entry is difficult because quitea\ lot happened very quickly. and to maake it easier i have to show you that theres more than 1 me. i think there always is. but at the dawn of this the last lesser creation i was Rosalind, the 9[?] Amor. below her in a line about 6 young gods of varying ability/personalities. i was also a wee gingery kittenish girl[?] at the entrance of seabreeze. i was also the black devil son standing about up above watching, quite unaware that there were any other me's...and one other, a young god, white robes, yellow hair; very goodlooking. he was somewhere in the middle. now get this right. EVERY ME IS REALLY AND TRULY ME. butsometimes they unaware of each other.

and why am i the only spirit or god in all creation who has a travelling mind AND appears in a little herd? i have no idea.