the beginning of GAY.

now one of the later concepts was a bit eccentric. from his beginning he complained that he had anxiety concerning the light. he said there was too much of it. then he missed every lesson about Anatta. said after a while that he was fearful of Anatta. none knew what was wrong wiv him, but in kindness we allowed him to skip from form to form rather than scare him. so Gay never ever went into Anatta, which would have cured him instantly. but we thought when he was older he'd be a bit braver, so we didn't insist. and also from almost the start he refused point blank to ever be female, and niether would he talk to them. but again this is just awkward adolescense, so you see when he just killed the lot of us there was no-one more surprised than us. but how did he turn all weird like he did?
well now you already guess that i'm different fom anyone you ever met and so now i introduce my later self into my history.