part 2

so we were standing in these halls waiting for the father to descend. we all thought it was just one father, but in fact there were seven. so when we went n ansaw him dead like coal pl panicked. of course i killed them. but on several levels at once its complicated. gay turned to me as the esser gods were in anguish and smiled saying 'who killed cock robin?' if they had heard that nursery rhyme they would have known who. it was him. so they not knowing that Gt Father still lived in their panic depended on gays sly advice. and none of them ever noticed me. though i was the only kid in that time and i spoke so strangely. so gay told them he was dead, that they were alone now and must be proper gods and do things that proper gods shd do. and gay told them women were vile and evil and violent and sexual animals. you are the gods, said gay, you must be holy. that means utterly chaste forever. so kill these vile things, even these lady gods. for they will lead you into sin. and so they id, very cruelly. there were no trials. i was asked as an inncent which ones shd die. so i said leave the lowly ones for servants, but all the could and would enjoy and endow their lovers with sex beautiful. so they did, the lords killed them all. their lovers, like them children of the father whose concept was love.