on the seashore

i honestly don't know how or why the next thing happened. suddenly i was walking on the beach. and i knew nothing whatever. i just assumed i'd always been there. after a bit a good lady found me and took me into her cottage and i lived with that family for sometime. then she told me that God had noticed a new person. later they said his servants had come round asking questions, and they said i could go to another house. so if you see the little people were already getting afraid of Gay. anyway so i did. but then one day the man of the house came running in wiv the good news that God was passing by that very day! so we all rushed out to see God pass by; and of course it was Gay and of course he saw instantly that i was new. he beckoned me to join him in his carriage. now when i saw him i could see he was tired and unhappy and somehow jaded. but i was so pleased at my Gods attention that i got in with him. and i never had any freedom since. for a very long time i lived in that castl pace. all day and most nights he would question me. very occaisionaly we would go out in his carriage. i didn't know anything but i could see the people were afraid and worried. then one day Gay looked at me and said 'you are God'. i was petrified. because then and since the God he keeps leeching is me, a child of around 5 years old. he has never let me grow up. and that was when his thirst for more and more 'secret knowledge' began. the endles experiments, the suffering, the filling of my deep mind wiv black magic.