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well why not? you know there are all different aspects and levels to ppl. i may have a monster IQ but i can be a complete nit as well. i'm real. i had loves, i try really hard to educate myself, now i want to make a bit of money for the kids. see? a person. not nasty or anything. sorry about being a retard with VIP's. you don't get too many of them round here. in fact until i met my king i never met a wealthy person at all. oh yes. i don't believe he lied in any way. so i reckon there must be two of them. or maybe its the one but down here in the physical he knows nothing about it at all. which is very terrible for me. but i can't do anything. you know the maid must wait to be delivered from her cage? he started, and thats done. a lot has happened. anyhow the knight is the one who breaks a few unfair rules, not the lady. so all i can do is trust in him, all my faith i put in him. so i'm a real lover. there may be a bit of love-longing to put up with, but never mind, its good poetry innit?

oh i got 'war of art ' on the brain. don't see why i shd go to classes. s/wtg books quite deep. the rest is format and knowing bigwigs ;and obviously no good at that. so i shall save cash/time and just do it and do it and then find some agent give him the lot and then let everyone else do their thing. as long as the kids have their portion i don't care. in case i clock somebody. they seem to be the most frightful ppl. think i'll stay well away from all that. if they're good they'll be all right.