keep going.

now a saint is a particularly noxious little crawlarse who thinks they are superior and want to be well in wiv god, who they believe will be extremely nice to them. they teach others even how to do it. so they all get et completely which is why you never see them again. and they gave up every pleasure to do it. so a saint is a chump. and thats that. don't try to be a saint you're here because you're men so stay that way. but be better, nicer, and more wise. going back to savagery and caves and rape and cannibalism is definitely going another wrong way. and you know that too. go on admit it! you cross the road rather than walk into a gang of ugly violent yobs? so does every true human. because they are vile and feral. so you don't like them why do u want to be one of thm? the honest answer is you don't.

We are all trapped because Gay has driven into our minds both desires which result in cruelty and 'good' ideals or religions which do the same thing. He is both you see. God AND the Devil. We must make out our own way/understanding/ideals. AND recognise that we must not fall back into his traps AND that we are weak, lowly, we don't know..