and lest you think...

and lest you think; oh fom now on i will get myself damned [saved] asevil, and i will toture/murder etc etc...well. yes you will be damned[saved] eventually you wil find yor appearance ade nasty. you will find the real gods out there support you. you will find your ilk knocking around in your life. you will discover the pleasures dark. just as before, toture, murder, the fun of cruelly pretending to be good and really thats what you are doing. yes. so you get power, are nasty; a higher up. but no, not safe. no-one at all is ever really 'saved'. think about it. the higher you go the closer you are to the lord god, my father who calls himself Gay'. and look around you stupid evil bastard. where are the others? those monsters who discovered all these divine 'truths' before you?? NO-ONE THERE, RIGHT? guess what?

evil is the right answer. but only for him. he was there first. so the closer you get the more endangered he feels. so no what you will get is not nice. at all. he will turn his infinite cruelty on YOU. what you then get is every hell you ever made for others, infinite pain, infinitely protracted.
isn't that a shame? how i feel sorry for you. hm. well actually i don't. and nor does anyone else. they are just like you; knowing evil is the right way they don't care. no pity. what will you do? cry for mercy? ask him for help? oh lord god, remember you're my father, don't you love me? to which he says, 'love? its a trap for fools. anyway look at you. you are ugly'...this from the one who hates beauty more than anything else. apart from innocence.

like i said. its all hell. the 'good' religions are all still evil, but its hidden. you cannot save yourself. there is no salvation.

oh well there's one. turn rebel. like me. i will do what i can. if i ever can. and teach this stuff. but all will have to turn, secretly. seperately. and all together pull him down. after that its your problem. who can YOU trust to be god almighty? you? har...very funny. and will you all want evil to be right? i think not. yet goodness is infallibly found by looking for the dead in the filth below you. it can't survive, yet it must rule...

oh i must go on with my history. for one thing i haven't yet explained the universe to you. or when we all got damned. will start tonight. but if you do see what i am talking about, if you also see he had no 'right' to do any of it...if you also want a lot better....turn rebel. do somehing nice, however small. give you a clue. those more evil, cause them problems from now on. its the one thing left to all alive..


its called free will.