by which name do i go?

hm. well Gay started off a satanist; according to mum. but i think he was well beyond anything like that, so Gay has been or became the God we know not; the Real Devil. Satan as i have shown being a victim of cruelty also. Now Real Devils are all of them his. And will come to regret that fact just as surely. the other sibs as i have said; are three evil-evils. the rest in various terrble states looking each one for a champion. but i don't think there is one. so they are all Gayists, some very reluctantly so. This includes mum, i suppose.
then there are Satanists, the gneral sort. Some believing they must be absolutely cruel and vile, some more avid on sexual licence. and a few like me who see that Satan is really a Rebel himself against cruelty. but he only remembers the Dove; not Gay. or he didn't. i been showing him my memory also. ditto the Yetzoah's. its up to each one. who do you want to be God? so far not one has chosen Gay, i'm so happy to say.
As for the stupid religionists, i have to tell you that Allah, and Zion, and Elohim are three completely seperate and independent beings. they too meet for the first time. The eagles also; and the Doves, they all meet and because of me, they are remembering too. what happens next is up to each one, they all of them have freewill. But it looks like they remember Gay and all his works with hatred. For none of it was necessary; none of it inevitable. he made the universe evil. but its everybody else who suffers it; never Gay. and the variety of the rest, christians buddhists, whatnot..look at what you FEEL. hate? murderous? then you know who is really your god.still in doubt? then look at what you DO; the actual history of your religion. its the same, isn't it?

so lets get one issue finally right and out of the bloody way. NOBODY has any such right as to damn another forever and ever. that is infinite cruelty. a greater being has a responsibilty to those his lessers. the gods have been eating souls all this time; but whose way is that? it is Gays' way, of course. Yes, we are sons. but thats all of us. and you do not own your children. neither do you eat them. or enslave them. all of this nastiness is Gays. I have damned Gay; but so shall all the gods. what else can you do with him? but as you see he has this thing called ''crumbles'....its painless and final. he chooses this or suffers his own will. and all of it upfront, shown and explained. which is a lot more than he did for anyone; isn't it?

but they say if the universe is evil how can we do otherwise? i say the universe consists of minds; your own. and each of us and all of us can choose, can change, find another way. as i do, all day long in fact.so anyhow i tell the brave ones who read this blog choose your gods carefully. a religion that teaches slavery, hate and murder is WRONG. you only agree with it because you have never been taught to think. now you have. start thinking then. its nice to own women? then you can be women in that state until you know as certainly as the sunrise that slavery is evil. and lose that conceit, and that stupid religion.

as for all these devils out there, you know what? i don't think they ever were given a good thrashing by a real good god yet! amen, amen. that day is coming...

so by what name shall you call this way? i reckon you might call it 'way of the messenger'.....since that is what an angel IS...and blimey it is one AWFUL MESS, isn't it?