size

hm. well about sizes. gt father is absolutely huge. in my vision all i could see of him was this tremendous black eagle beak; and beneath me the huge Eggs of his Sons, the fathers. now each one of those contains A GT. UNIVERSE. right? and the fathers would have been maybe half his size? i'm talking about the first fathers, all of them great black eagles; the ones with the good concepts? Gay reckoned to me the other day that there are another six eagles. i dunno if its even true, but reacted to that information quite strongly. so i suppose if they are different eagles then they are your 'lords of darkness' as related in my poem. they must be smaller. but i don't know. then the Doves, each one, are much much smaller than the Eagles. maybe half the size? so you see all the Doves together couldn't fight the Eagles. now our father-Dove made all this Creation we live in. but the spiritlands are vast. this Creation is all his name; it is vast white mountains in a chain. at the foot of these mountains are like seas and space? our universe is on such universe, they're a kind of flock of universes at the foot of each mountain. so the far end;[you call it the Past] is as i have named it 'West Point' and this end [yes we near the End] i have named 'East Point'. i had to name things or get so muddled i could never explain it to anyone. So now you see the huge differences in sizes of the Gods.

now the lords can appear as human sized; but you will know when you talking to one because they can change size. but normally they are in their own place enormeous compared to a human. the lower gods of the realms are much smaller again; for example Allah and Zion and Elohim are much the same size to my eyes, but obviously can grow larger at will. so you know a god of the old order because they all wear black robes. i dunno why. maybe it don't show the dirt. the ones who wear white robes are usually out of order. either they know but little or as i have said they turn out to be a bit nasty. but not all. some of my spirits are very white, as father seabreeze made them. they okay ppl, but definitely oppressed. and then you got seabreezes colour codething. those who wear blue[all diffeent blues there be] are your knowers', and those in various reds be your feelers. or something like that. but after all these ages a lot of lowers also wear black robes, on account of either they accept the universe is evil or because of their suffering. don't judge anyone on account of their robes, is all i say. so Elohim wears greyish-blue; which is a sign of his suffering i suppose. but he must be from the first history; anyway he remembers it. Zion i have said wears red, very ornately decorated. And Allah is just all shiny. well he was. oh well he'll get over it. the jesus's i have often noticed they wear dark green, or black, or white when they on show; 'being holy'...and yaldabaoth [the yetzoahs] all wear brown, except once i saw the begot one teaching the [frantic] angels black magic and it still makes me feel sick; he wore crocadile green scaley trousery things and this livid pink tunic. it was bloody horrible, and the place too warm. and that is 'triumph'? the truth is he feels sick too. and of course lord jesus the Son is always in grey. as for their faces all are beautiful to me. like angel looking? as you see in pictures. oh and i hardly ever seen angels with wings. no wings. well a few. but they are very small. and two angels i have seen from first history. one i tell of later, since it is the kings business. the other was like huge and electric? a thing like an electric shock man? he can speak, but he's utterly different. you touch him you die. but he too is a servant, just like the rest. so i suppose he was naked, but never noticed. well he must have been. how could clothes last any time on him?

so anyway you see the differences in size? but a human isn't as small as they think they are. all have a soul-house; its not in your guts but its close; and big. and so are you, really.

then above gt father the mad realities created by Kay in her slavery to Gay. filled with shouting wiggly bug-eyed thingies. above them [they are in the quadrillion cube] more space...the above all the lot that terrible wooden house. its very big. outside a great ruined garden, all full of what you think are weeds. and all below that house is encased in a gigantic weblike thing. so thats called the Orb. you see the horror of it now? and be sure that once Gay has made sure of the final enslavement of all here....he will go with Kay and those me's the children...to make more Orbs. all hells. thousands of them. and all, all alive, to suffer in them endlessly.

now u know this don't you see how foolish the evil are, to agree with him that evil it shall be 'limitless'?