the animals

now this bit will be hard for you to get. i shall be as simple as i can for you.

now the highers like men want to improve their world? but for them they find NO civilisation. no books. everyone around horribly nasty, no-one understanding why. and there is no food, because gay put it into Satans head to turn all creation into hell to punish the good [beautiful ones] for their cruelty to him and his kind...the dark and ugly spirits? spiritlands now are all barren. they can't just gather seeds and plant trees; the physics and biology are different. so they one by one began to eat souls or love or lower minds. thats us, folks. so they instate 'religions' but their moral ideas are liable to be lowly or twisted because they never had a real father/teacher. with jesus its even worse; he copies gay to be truly evil; thinks no doubt that he will live forever in peace. so jesus's heaven is called the 'kingdom of heaven'...its his heaven ,though, not yours. so its all dark and pressured, that tangled ball of dark, pain fear that father seabreeze saw in his beginning? thats it. that is jesus's kingdom of heaven. as he said to get into the kingdom you must become like children? so all in that thing, which is what will become of all this creation, are children. so they can never understand or get out. and it is as he described; fire etc. he himself shall look like a gigantic spider. so you see why he said the obvious way leads unto destruction? he it is that is the obvious way. and as you are taught about evil, as presently i have to begin to do so you shall know it and avoid it, you will see why it is EVERY knee shall bow to him. because while jeus appears to teach sinners to be good; knowing it will destroy them, AT THE SAME TIME he was teaching 'salvation' to the evil. and i will show you this too.

now when good spirits get too high gay turns up and a battle of wits commences. they not knowing him take him to task. but what he comes out with gets steadily more and more awful until they antagonised say too much. he then shows them his infinite power. to escape him they fling or are flung into SPIDERS. yes, physical actual spiders. and while they silently beg he burns them or treads on them or something.he has done this to me several times so i say what i know from actual experience.

so now i have to teach you something incredible. the gods try to develop themselves; sort of grow? they think to rule it, make it better? so its all desperately religious. now once i was a really nice jovial good sort. walking about. there were others, we talked. the conversation was as good and spiritually wholesome and mature as you can think of. but then gay was standing beside me. he smiled and said, 'now you are a llama' so i was pleased, thinking he meant one of my lifers had beed elevated to that state in tibet? a lama? but gay smiled and repeated it. suddenly i was aware! half my mind was living life alright....as a LLAMA. a kind of beast of burden? an animal. for a single moment i knew something and that knowledge made me crash. go mad. and die.

what was it? all the spirits out there are living with their holy good wise minds split with that of an animal. a real, shit when you feel like it, dirty, stupid ANIMAL. its just they don't know. when it is exposed to them they crash. and die. you humans then are at the top of the chain. gays reason goes something like this; i exalt the lowly and send the ich empty away? so humans who should by nature understand animals and commune with gods he has cut off from both. now look at yourself; your world!

isn't it monstrous? but there's two more pieces you should know. animals who are loved begin to love in return. so they have small minds, but minds they are. so they develop 'proto-souls'? the gods could have been kind, let them have a simple afterlife, and eaten their proto-souls? done gently they would never have suffered, the spirits fed without sin, the whole thing reasonable? but no. most of them do not know where animals go.

gay dismisses even great gods into insects. spiders =christs. ants=two different species of angels, he gets them to fight. bees= another lot of gods. and wasps [singly] as 'perfect' =good. you don't know this, but just as your insects are crawling about with these beings inside them uncs usually; so in r1 and above your cities are frequently stalked over by huge spirits in the form of gigantic insects. do they know? i don't think so. so you see what he does to good spirits. that is why when i was young i'd see gay pick up handfuls of woodlice in the garden, and cram them into his mouth. also spiders, flies. he liked big fat ones. he once said, my kings feast....so he knows he's really eating good spirits. but to us well its horrific. it also made it impossible to ever ask him for a goodnight kiss or anything. so i have never called anyone ''dad'...well sometimes now, just to be annoying. and i don't know what its like to kiss your father, goodnight or goodbye or anything. he wasn't safe.

and its worse. the good or those who have still some goodness in them, love their companion animals? your dog, cat? even the good farmer who must in the end end them, he can still love some of them you know. anway, so most people here wish animals well. we need them, they are beautiful, they make our world what it is. and we all know quite well that they can love us back, indeed their love can be more faithful and finer than our own?

so gay long ago made a place or the animals. as we go higher in spirit we get oned uncsly with an animal? and when an animal dies, whether so united or not, whether wild or a loved companion, it goes...for it is amind, everything is mind,...to a terrible place of darkness. where these slimey pale-green demons torture them on and on. in silence, they can't even screech. i have seen it. and thats been happening always. that is why the lower creatures never progress; they cannot. they go from here to that and back again, and all along the gods etc could have been humane, eaten their proto-souls brought about by love, with neither sin nor pain nor guilt.

now do you at last see why you will never accept evil? as you see this is. i have been helped and loved by a cat; when i was young. i think of this...i hope someone else will help me destroy gay and all those who will not see that this alone is enough reason to hate 'God' ? because these are just animals....innocent, you see. and so also damned...isn't it awful? and because they can't think or escape or know what is right they look totally black. but its because they animals, not because they good or evil.

at any rate. lesson 1. in how to be evil. eat as disgustingly as possible living insects. knowing they are christs. because seabreeze made the insects to show us what hell would be like? and gay condemns these good spirits to that in consequence; because the good are 'really evil'? and therefore damned, as you see.

lesson 2. give animals nightmare lives and deaths. and you will be rewarded.

lesson 3. hate and persecute the good. any of them all of them. you don't need a reason. 'you obey god'.

lesson 4. and remember to believe your own lies...they deserve it!! [self-pity is logic].

can you all now see what evil is? him; the pleasure of cruelty. everyone else; the desire to survive. what for, survive in hell? but the gods grown stupid can't ask that...