i'm sorry about that, was a little overcome. because as i go on you will see how overwhelming is our loss, and the full extent of gays ambition will just kill you. you will also find out some things i've had to bear. thats why now i say i trust in you. if you have stayed with me thus far you cannot be an enemy. so awful as they are you need to know so you can see what lies before you. and its bad.
now i'd better say something to support you. for all i know you may be a sincere religionist; find these horrific that i say is the work of'God'. well its best if i explain what i'm doing in a story form. do you remember the story how the king of crete had built underground a great Labyrinth? a dark and terrible maze, in worship of the gods [who were to blame; they always are] and to feed his son got by a god; who had the form of the dreaded Minotaur? and who showing who his father was, could only be appeased by devouring the blood and guts of virgins? in those days you understand girls were married off as children.
well we all in every life, in whatever level, are lowered from the light into the dark and terrible Labyrinth. yet we are told there is a way out. for this frightful king liked to watch his sons' feasts. so there was a safe place for him to stand and watch. so he knew a way in and therefore out again? now each life we have is exactly the same. we know not where we are, understand nothing. so we pray and die, again and again. but i have been woken, made to remember, all my lives, all of them. millions. and gay is the nasty king in every one of them. so i tell you these things not to give you bad dreams, but like a little torch it lets you see where you are. why you are there. that you are victims of a vicious conspiracy. that to find a way out you have to remember yor own past lives; its both easy to do and hard to bear. then you will be certain of my truth. the light i give you will show you how to figure out a way through the labyrinth...if you stay you will die. if you leave and are seen back you go again to worse. yoga and that give you stength, memory. and that plus my truths are all you need. all you need to understand the labyrinth is that it depends on dark [ignorance] the truth sets you free because it lets you see. and whether you sold yourself to the bad king, or whether betrayed by your cowardly or sincerely religious people, you are ALL doomed to be that kings feast! so you children must grow up, and do it fast! and you can. all of us are really rather old. for to go on being dinner to a bloody walking abortion? we all big girls now. so you use the truth to see, and find the others and a weapon. then you all kill the beast. why be frightened of a big smelly bison? then you all either find that safe nook of the nasty king and there you kill him. and go out that way or the way you came in; which was through the ceiling. and above you will find another and another and another....but stick together, be brave...and some day the jobs done. and freedom is this; you stand tall in the sunshine, free yourself and those with you. knowing there will never be another labyrinth. you have stopped the mad circus. and now its you who rule. tip; be a democrat from now on.and what is democracy? its not a vote. its the kinship of equals who love and respect each other; even if you all different sizes.
anyway that is to show you in little what i do. the levels are all the levels of the spiritlands. and now you see exactly that i am your friend. i cannot survive i think. but you can. with this understanding it is your deep mind i do teach. because this story now shall sit deep in your soul, however many times however terrible, you know now what it is you must do. and always will.
now what gay said about the various peoples. and each time i follow it with thoughts of my own. but remember i am human just as you are. if i say something annoying well cut me some slack!
first you have just heard his opinions of women. so you see now we know why he thinks that. and unless you are a cretin you know its utterly wrong and disgusting. if you are such a cretin you may leave, right now. so that tells you what i think about that. but i have to say ladies, please don't try so hard to be masculine. haven't you had a gutful of that posturing and bragging and being ignored all the time? who will you afflict with that? you see how lowly the male really is. on his own he's both lonely, bloody silly and liable to an stench. you don't want that! but i have to tell you that there aren't many female spirits out there. and quite a lot of them have been kept small and lowly, or their heads stuffed with ideas on holy. they all day long dream of sex dressed in awful hymns!so most of you ARE male spirits. so that is why some of you try so desperately to be ultra feminine. which is why you keep being enslaved. because feminine does not mean infantile. but such you may seem. remember you live with men who are aggressive like baboons! they bites sudden because they want you to be strong! but can never admit thats whats wrong. there is nothing sillier than a mature woman still running about in baubles and hairdoes and silly shoes and pretending yes i said pretending to be stupid. you are not. you are nicer. that is not the same thing at all. its not your sex they need really, though they fantasize they are incredibly oversexed. for your information they get what you get; not a lot. the rest is a choice between their right hand and their left. same as yours!
so please ladies try to be Queens. i have no quarrel with sex. just slavery and hypocrisy. and to deal with that and keep these men hoping in happiness? you need to show your gentle strength. so go do it from now on!
now you know gay absolutely hated the jews. the usual petty accusations, just like the nazis. yet he never saw that, hated the nazis and fought in africa, just when he could he also murdered his own men, or prisoners. so we need not repeat these vile accusations of the jewish people. we have all heard them. what shall i say; it is this. this people are the source ifyou look ofevery great idea in history. not quite all, but still a mighty river of intelligence amongst us. this people and not another brought us the ideas of a good god. not 'monotheism' thats actually not their contribution. its the idea of good + god. a god who lovedjustice? which depends on truth? law? and the hatred of god for this thing slavery. or don't you know when god [whoever] got them out of unjust slavery then he showed what a real god does! also this people are marked, probably by gay, for an endless succession of terrible sufferings. they had no home. no allies. all they had was their idea of god. and look! in all of it where did they oppress? murder millions? they kept their faith, and in every place were good citizens. they have been driven out, watched their children murdered, and where is that king or power who defended them? none. in all history not one. so you know who's doing it. yet they do more than survive; they quickly come out in charge because they are quite simply very intelligent. but it is their quiet faith i love, their humour even in meaningless suffering....tell me of any other people like that! and more, their women are strong. if you women want to learn, learn it from these jewish women. when they occuppied sinaii i wrote a childs letter to whoever was boss in jerusalem. i told him to leave sinaii, it was gods ground not mans. even the ancient egyptians only camped there. temples and mines. but no cities. and i don't think they noticed my letter. but do you know they decided that very thing? and left sinaii, because its gods and no mans land! so they are not like you; always infesting otherlands. they leave. and because they know what is gods too. find me another people who could do it! so you see in my opinion they are mankinds greatest asset. surely we should also treasure this people. and them in gaza those palestinians; they are nuts. they everyone of them are descended from phoenicians and egyptians and arabs and god knows what. the fact is israel isn't theirs. Gaza is, because it was an egyptian city donkeys years before David. if he can put up with them so can israel today. but its that dreaded islam. it afflicts this people like a disease. its that, not land,which keeps them angry. so lose islam, for godssake. how can you women bear many fine sons solely to send them to murder this people? you who say you believe in god, yet do not listen to his promise to these same jews whom you hate?
stop! i am also of the gods! you know i hate slavery, cruelty. which god is yours? how can you own land anyway? you can't. you arab types of all people know quite well it owns you. when it is fertile you rejoice. when it is not, you move your flocks. so move your flocks! i tell you this people are human,, they make mistakes. but they do not murder. which god instructed you to murder jews? well its not me. the lord is my shepherd, but i am the sheepdog! i bite the arses of stubborn blockheads. go read the tale of passover again! and do read it in english. these languages that write backwards seems to turn your simple brains. live in peace; or of course you will go on suffering.
now i have tired myself, its been a weepy sort of day. i go on again tomorrow. goodnight. there is hope. sleep warm, sleep quiet. see you tomorrow.
Saturday, 19 December 2009
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