friday today

a lot occuring. i'm darning sock! can't say much; but we are making progress.

my retirement from nursing progresses. seeing oh in a week. dwp say i can't access pension, not til 60. i got to go on sick/incapacity. depends wot doctors say. yoyo says i behind with annual mandatory training plus ksf in two weeks....even tho i am making tracks to leave! but he wildly enthusiastic about that manual or text for nurses dealing with the mentally ill. i only mentioned it wondering if i got anything at all to say in appraisal...

next year i want a holiday. was going to ireland, see new grange, tara. but i got a yen to see the states...seems very dear. we'll see.

filming stalled. can't get equipment yet. and STILL haven't sorted out site. so next couple of days work on s/plays/play. decided singing in play impossible. songs too iffy; and can't write my own. have to reset it. also another poem crashing in head; do today. what i need most is TIME. and more money.

time to go. blog on more history tonight?