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more conversations. i worked it out and arrived. so everything everywhere and everyone in it is all of it evil and vile so this is why everyone of you so bonkers. now look, we didn't do this; or if we did its your fault. because no-one ever helped me in all that time, and these kids [about 5 now] say the same. and some of it is absolutely unforgiveable. no, you all grabbed and scrabbled for yourselves; and never asked, well is this right?

so i worked out the yoga the rest of it nd the 'black magic' puzzle. got the solutions. so we [all us little Queens, the only ones now you can have] will be practising the gathering and the summonings. when we come down we are the judges, since no-one else can love you or care; and we all of us might have had our minds made crooked, but our hearts be straight. so we not corrupt, as you lot all are. gay stil trying it on but now i'm always ahead of him. he goes to crumbles everytime. its not his universe, but mine. or he can have all these hells. as a child. his choice! and so far i'm getting him down. but obviously not one of you can be trusted in any way whatsoever, because basically you all much the same thing as gay. so first we work on self defence and making our house safe. and no, i will not stop there. you all in hell. but you didn't do it to yourselves. you all are selfish vile moronic cruel filthy pigs. but essentially; we can see each one as victims too. unless of course you so like gay you inherit his choice too. but it will take awhile. big place. lot of beings. all in trouble. you must wait your turn. and incidentally, be of good cheer. though we in no hurry [you didn't care] we will do for you our best. but remember; its evil that dictates this one is good or that bad before they lived. evil to look on appearance, or listen to malice's tales. so you will get what you have earned. or deserved.

eventually gay and all who are cruel and only torturers and basically think like merchants will be gone. and all those nasty hells made nice, and given to you as presents. so you can be little gods. if you earn it! blooming funny thing. all this gods and heavens and hells stuff. gay must have had a religious streak in him. or did you really think us 12 originals were relgious? that 'Godthing' WAS A TEST A JOKE; the idea was to test your fitness for responsiblity. we were not particularly religious you know, it was him that started this God and damnation and all that crud. but now we are stuck with it. cos you all such primitives. you have never evolved. you gone backwards. but its not your fault. anyway in first place there was no temple or church...it was him you see who started all that. us actual gods never heard of it, anyway now we all stuck with it. and you are stuck with us.

better to mend your ways, really. since when we all grown up we going to be a bit neurotic as gods go; but still we mean you well. it will all get better, even if we have to give every male thing in the Orb a bucket an mop so you can clean it up. after all, you made it. didn't you?

anyway the bottom line is we are good girls. we don't like you much. if you want to go to heaven then we will help you build it. but to get that help you start evolving, because the earth won't end if we can help it, but you lot start also removing gay and his ilk.and then you've earned it. see? but remember, infinite
everlasting life IS hell again. we all go back to Anat someday. its the end. but you see we will help you be happy and secure and essentially mature first. you go back when you ready. like an arc, if you think like that? no more hells, thats insane to clart up the universe with hells! especially since you sincerely believe this is heaven. which is what your god did to us and you and everyone!

so anyway got a glimpse [you know i seein fits because gay maybe blinded me?] of my house. and its white. when gay was in charge that would have been fatal, but now i know she means well. [still i'll paint it a bit pink when its all settled down]. anyhow i got somethings to do, we will get round to things. but they young, i'm all broke. you'll wait. now gay will tempt you saying we be huge evil psychotic queens called 'the jolly rogers'. do't listen me hearties. they are kids. wait. they'll grow. then you'll be glad we exist. and that that fuckers gone.

here that 'jolly rogers' idea is actually a good one! kids like it.anyway we got work to do. [with days off. we not slaves.]