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asked if i could see her eyes; right away i did! don't mess with her. they are like steely gray flashes? but not evil. not all sweet and holy either. kind of stops me she goes right through your entire history/heart with penetrating gray flashes. well i know she's me! ladychild leapt. i tried again to end that poor little one, and indo the base signature. i don't know you see what i've actually managed for some time.

funny innit? i know i am the lowest self; yet i got all this memory, and thanks to elohim the futures too. the lowest, obviously about to be terminated, yet these 'me's' will go on. but we have to wait n see. what it is gay didn't kill me, i got him chucked out of the attic just in time. so all that stuff in the attic just waited for me to walk into it. amazingly i still have odd bursts of ability. but how do i get it all stable, under cs control? the only way is yoga. so back to that again. but i don't want to live on helples in whats coming. at the same time how can i let these my 'kids' go on alone? and all these millions of unsuspecting, day by day walking into that? well we'll wait n see what happens.

he will destroy the earth. when obama became president did you see in all the papers he was shown as the back of a black head? gay declared; when a black man rules in the white mans' house, when the gods walk the earth, when the last sign is seen[thats me, folks], when women are masters, that is the last days. and look around. because one of us wound thousands of spiritual 'realities' all around the earth; yes tiny or huge loads are kind of everywhere here? you see its our lowly minds stuck in matter that kept it all stable? thats why you praise elohim for making the world steady. anyhow once we all 'dead' there's no anchor. those 'realities' will peel away, start to curl around themselves? with loads of people in them? and then one lot pels off to the left? jesus's kingdom, going into the past? presumably with other gods/religionists in it? and i'm not sure what happens to the lot driven the other way. but its bad. how he ends the world is developing before your eyes. war. religions both false fighting in the name of truth. women trying to believe they should be like hamadryad baboons to 'free', just as the moronic men also believe? its to devolve; into vengeance. but the end is upon us, because for one thing no one will help me. that cruel sod is judging you as unworthy because you treat me so teribly! mad innit? but you see he plays holy against animal; always. so no-one who believes god is nice or fair even when you read all this will escape any of it. which; think carefully, includes the evil. they still think he will give them anything. but he is infinitely cruel. so they will help end the earth. and scream louder than you right after!

you must stop certain things. next entry i talk about what gay said about women. black people. jews. the place of the yellow peoples. what the christian church does. the things you must stop, right away. and how i appeal to ALL with any yogic or psychic abilities to get onside. NOW.
libertas said to her king; 'as long as gerry stands on the earth like a little tree the earth will stand'. i heard her say it. its the last thing i know to do. stay alive, fight back here and there. and because i don't know if the world shall survive i put it all in this cyberspace electronic thing. it stands for me then. people/spirits in the future will always be able to pick it up. and know.

so continue to learn, o man or woman of the future. help me someone to become that lady in the future 'who doesn't exist! still. one mercy for us, isn't there? i can see from her helps...Anat did answer. So you know Anat-Anattas exists too. if all else fails, simply point yourself as hard into 'death' as you can. Anat-Anattas will close the doors. but not yet. see they-us are help? get back to them-the-real-fathers. death is more merciful than evil, my sweet fellow-lifers. amen.